The power of mind over you body and your surroundings is something that I was always interested to do some study and research on. But in this case I had to this on my own body. It's interesting that the meditational suggestions that people like Dr. Hollakoie, Psycolotherapist, give is more or less what I was practicing on...According to him you have to materialize your situation and actually see the change in it. In orther to change either yourself or whatever that bothers you. It's like as if you see the pain or if you see yourself in whatever position you want to be. It's amazing that since I was a kid I always visualized myself in a white labcoat running in a long hallway..and guess what, when I first started my new wonderful job, I got to wear those labcoats and I actually got to walk, sometimes run;)on a long hallway, it gets even more ineteresting, I even had the pager's voice in my imaginations, and guess what!!!we have some one paging people who need to respond to whatever is required of them.
That vision came true for me..in the past year I starting having another career vision of myself, that I hope I get to that. It's a secret for now;)I will let you know when I get there..but I think there areas that even you don't like to touch and get near to..atleast for me it's the emotional aspect of my life. I guess this fear of falling fairy tales always made me not think of it. I have heard brides who say, since childhood I have been waiting for this moment, this dress. They have visualized all the details of their future life as an item and also wedding. I guess at some point in my life I have to start thinking like that. Right now, it's a blank page in my mind. Nothing and no one has impressed and motivated me enough to think about my life with some one else!!!